2015, The Year of Crap.

So here we are in the year of 2015, what at one point was going to be a great year, retirement , new career etc. But it has started out to be the crappiest years of my life so far. Sure when it come down to it, it all started in the preceding years. Denial etc that it all has begun again and loyalty to my " Vows" didn't allow me to act. But damn no more, the passive nature I have had most of my adult life, has now been tossed aside and the pure hate n evil that plagued my younger destructive years are now taking back my inner passion!! Sadly I welcome this, wasn't me that brought me to this dark place but it will be me to write the ending! How fucking stupid n blind do you really think I am!!!!!!! Besides, what was it that I did that caused all this, How fucking Stupid n Blind do you think I am is the only question I have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let it be known my attitude of, if you take from me, I shall take from you has be reactivated, I will bring hell with me as I systematically patiently and slowly deconstruct your world!!

Make peace with your maker Mother Fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!